Instrument of life

He lived alone for last thirty years far from home doing nothing except his work and back to house. Did not marry or love or have a girl friend taking him in her bosom of the moment of despair and boredom. No longer feel unity as it was or angry than the minimum. So the question that always entices everyone in life has not come even in moments of joy or misery.

What is the meaning of my existence? This is the only question that comes to all men over the periods of their lives. It comes suddenly without any preface. The answer is specific to each individual, some frugal in his answer and some very enthusiasm and drive. Some say you I live to have sons, and some for money. But our friend has a very unique answer which is to get the citizenship of states. This states that licked the minds of the people and changed the concept of secular life and drive her views and approach by it to the universe make the people to stare to it hoping to get the nationality or some dollars. Or take them to its shores and open decipher of their poverty.  Whatever is our friend, the goal in life is to get citizenship at any price and whatever it cost him the hardship. Therefore he submitted the papers more than one time and hopes to be seen advantaged in his order. But things are not going to always okay. His request has been refused for thirty years until it is time to accept his request and passed his papers to obtain the citizenship. Then he flew and circled in the happy prospects continued to repeat the word of (U.S citizenship) throughout the day for fear of forgetting the unique influence.

 His birthday is a day of rejoicing obtaining the citizenship. He decided to return home with raised head in order to tell the rest of his relatives the story of great win. He had got first class flight and landed in his ex- country and distributed his waves everywhere and did not forget to show everyone the shining of the states passport. The people who had come replayed with inspiration waves and greet him victories conquerors. And the necks stretched to see the great Benjamin.

He was received by his relatives and they have been scrambling to hold his purpose and luggage as he stared what they are doing.

They took him to their own house and brought him all the delicious of food and drinks and clothed him a specific suit made from proud Egyptian cotton and they have been stepping –up and come down for no reason except to request satisfaction and allow. And whenever he try to do anything they got him back and let him sit down like an ancient Persians kings whose surrounded by harem dancing and singing.

Up to here we have our understanding of the story which is like many stories we could see in our life but we never stop to analyze, why all of this joy that holding the people who gets other nationality than Egyptian?

What is the motive and goal that makes old person to be happy like that when he got the nationality if we know that he was a permanent resident and nothing disturb him? And he got all benefits even without receiving such nationality.

We can almost be certain that the U.S nationality could be a hope for every young man but we have to be amazed when we see that joy coming from old man which may increase the joy of young man. And the strange thing we have noticed that the dealing of that man with the people. It is the same dealing we can see for everyone has got this nationality and it becomes like a satanic case.

Excessive pride and joy is the dominant features in such cases and I do not know if I got it how will I deal with people? Do I behave as much as they behave or it will be different? I do not know. Is this situation common to all people? I do not know.

I am trying to dwell on distant point in the psyche of our friend, namely:

 The getting of citizenship will not make any difference to anything in his life. As we have said previously that he did not marry or linked to anyone and he does not have any commitments for the people around him, so why all of this joy?

Is sublimation goal to make his behave like this? We all have goals in life and enjoy them a lot when achieved our goals in the time we have identified but they are not as much of the act when it comes late, let alone when they take decades of our time.

The human soul is very strange. Strange in her grief and joy, pain and misery and if we try to explain it totally we will fail.